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Tuesday 23 August 2011

Doctor appointment

"NOBODY HAS OVARIAN CANCER" is the story of my journey to, through, and beyond Stage III C Ovarian Cancer. I am literally one of thousands of women facing this deadly disease or it's recurrence. It's about my fight to have a meaningful life, for as long as I am able to live. Never give up. My faith, family, My Baby,friends and treatment team have given me strength to walk this winding road..


After being up most of the night with worries,with nightmare, I was able to come home after from my appointment and take a nap after had one injection...great new i have get treatment start next month and if i always think positive he said i can get cure from that treatment that i going through soon..i wish he not giving me the false hope.. 

He spoke to those issues and said that I just need to keep exercising, and keep doing more, because i have to help myself not other people...

I'm headache again..!!!:-(


Yes u are my SOULMATE

Hi peeps..xx
Quick update again,two days ago i did a surprise to my baby,i've put lot's of afford to make it our second month anniversary as lovely as i can..19th june 2011,i pick that sacred date to be our Anniversary and i did it..I am tired but from deep of my heart i feel OMG when my baby wanna coming back home.??.mean while waiting for him,i'll get ready for the food that i cook,not much but i tried to make it as best as i can for him..my heart was pounding mean while i'm waiting for him to coming back home,and guess what,i send text to him,and i ask him to buy some ice cube for no reason just because of my heart beat go to fast not like before even though i can't wait for him to coming back..that's funny..!!And he just text me back and said 'Ok baby,i'll drop by to the Nisa Shop and get some ice cube,see u later'..xx..

And finally he come back and arrive home but my heart still pounding,i just let him go straight to the kitchen and after few minute i just let him in the kitchen and finally i've surrender that i need to go and get him as soon as i can..i saw him smile and he said,'Owh baby,it's so sweet of u'..!!u put lot's of afford to do all these thing and i appreciate that and I LOVE U LOT'S BABY'..!!and my mouth just get lock and i can't say even one single words..i am so happy when he's happy and i tried to make both of us happy..and i love it..the only thing i can do that time it's just cuddle him up till i immerse into him..and yes I LOVE U EVEN MORE BABY..xx

When he had a dinner and enjoy the food that i cook for him,he ask me wether i allowed him to read that special card i gave to him or not,and i said suit yourself if u want to read it because that's for u.!!.and he was smiling reading our anniversary card..After finish dinner i ask him to open his present that i bough for him,and i'm glad he love that pressie..He said thank u to me and deffo i said my pleasure and i love u baby..he fitting his clothes and seems he quite like it because he said i have a good taste and his quite impressive...well i'll upload a few piccies around preparation dinner,and dinner night,and also his pressie and also mine..thank u baby,i love u with all my heart..

Preparation for Anniversary dinner and his pressie

Here we go..dinner night..xx

My pressie from him

 i LOve it..!!!

From the moment our eyes met baby, our hearts knew what our minds couldn't comprehend. I have never felt such an unexplainable love that we share. I could never find enough words to express my love for u. even though i do lot's of afford to show u how much i love u..The feeling is so overwhelming that a moment without u when u not around is like a thousand years with the sun. I want to give to u the joy u have brought to my life. U ARE MY LIVING BREATH,MY LIFE,MY LOVE AND MY SOULMATE..I am the luckiest woman in the world to be with u. I have never been so happy in my life then I am when I'm with u. U mean the whole world to me and I can't wait for the day when the world knows the love I have for u. I want nothing more then to be a wonderful wife and perfect mother for our children soon..


There are no words to express how I feel about u. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. U are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. U are my one true love.

I Just Love Him..xx

I still remember the day we first met. I knew that u were the one I was meant to be with forever. I thought of u every day, and dreamed of u each night since after i going back home about an a month.. Just when I thought u had forgotten me, u would call and make all my dreams seem real. The sound of your voice on the line, was the sweetest sound I would ever find. Then one day when finally the time that i was waiting to coming back here and met u,u gave me a kiss on my neck, and told me that u loved me a lot. My heart was beating hard within my chest. My hand was shaking and I could barely breathe. Then u came out to see me and I knew it was meant to be. Those were the sweetest days, of memories of the past. I had to be near u, lying on your chest. I need to show u, that u were the best. So I made the decision to tell you how I feel. When u said you felt the same, I felt it was a dream. I packed up my stuff and altered my life. I never looked back,even though lot's of things happen between me and Adde, now you will make me your wife. I am on a cloud,immerse.. living in a dream, and a few month from now, it will really feel real. I wrote into this blog for u to keep, and when you need a reminder of how I feel. I've said it before and I'll say it again, words cannot express how u make me feel. I make this promise to u BABY, to love u the way that u love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. With all my heart I am forever yours. ..

Although sometimes I question things, deep inside I know that u are the only one for me. When I'm not with u, u are the only one I'm thinking of. Everything about u tells me that we can be together forever. Only u can make me feel like time STOPS when I'm with you. Only u can make things better when it feels like the end. Only u can be the one to smooth my fears away. For this I'm grateful and I hope you never leave. I love you baby..xxx

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