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Friday 13 January 2012

Five Question Friday











Okay here goes the questions:


1. If you could, would you go back to high school?


Haha...definitely not. I've said before how horrible my high school experience was. And for those of you who are...well like me; and wont click the link. Lemme just say it was horrible cause I was an ugly, medically challenged duckling. ha. Thats got you intrigued doesnt it? Wink, Wink....thats how cool I am now peoples!
2. If a genie appeared and granted you two wishes, what would they be? (And, no saying "more wishes".)
Darn. I wanted to say more wishes cause two just ain't enough! This is not a fair question. Sigh. Oh well, gotta get over it. Ummmm..........they would be that one - my Mr Hubby be healthy want for anything. Cause you know....he are precious person and I gots to make sure he are cared for.

hmmm gotta wonder though - whats with me talking all ghetto?

Oh well. Anyhows, if it were for me only. I would want um.....to have the ability to adopt as many kids as possible and ummmm......world peace? Yeah. Can't think of another one. Eh..lemme go with the tride and true - ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD!

Yeah I know. Cop Out.
3. What kids show do you secretly like?

Sadly enough - a lot of them. ( no have any children yet) like my nephew
..well there really aren't many out there for my nephew age. But I like um.......My Friends Tigger and Pooh. Yeah that show is too cute. Older kids show....SpongeBob Squarepants (still not sure I want Monkey Man to watch this show until their like 10) and Wizards of Waverly Place. My mom tells me I'm such a heathen for watching that show....but its funny. I don't care who you are thats some funny stuff right there.

4. What is your beverage of choice?

Well, since I'm trying to lose weight - water. Ha who am I kidding? Flavored drink mix stuff (like Cherry & Strawberry water). That stuff is so..........hold the stinkin phone!


So my beverage of choice is cherry water. And lots of it. Dang. Why didn't I think of that in the first place? Sigh. Yeah, I know I hear it too:

"I could wile away the hours....conferring with the flowers............."
5. What is something that you would change about yourself (or are working to change in yourself)?
Well, I would change my butt and my jelly belly. But I'm a bit busy this week on changing that in myself with new appearance . Oh wait....is that not what you meant? Oh ok. Well, I'm trying to change the fact that I am trying to be perfect all of the stinkin time. Its hard trying to please everyone and be perfect in their eyes and I'm just tired of it.

I did it in high school and frankly I am tired of taking steps back (is that how you say it?). I want to move forward! I wanna be a better me for myself and yes also for Mr Hubby! Yeah...that sounded pathetic romantic? Ehekss!!Well too......who am I kidding it is pathetic trying to be perfect for someone else! I need to be happy with me so that I can raise a healthy from my illness of course (well healthy me, but I only have.....ah you know what I'm sayin!)


Random Taste VS Feeling

Tomorrow begins what should be a pretty busy week for me till next week.




Big Thanks to My Incredible husband who loves me for me and supports our family is ways that leave me speechless.a family who never ceases to support, encourage, & love on each other in good times & in bad.a cozy home that Hubby & I can call our own.the resources to give back to others and support those causes that are dear to our hearts.a God who loves me, sent his son to die for me, and guides me through each & everyday regardless of how I treated Him the day before.I'm so thankful to God for...Thanks Baby..!!

Thursday 12 January 2012

Hati Saya Berkata-Kata

Sure korang teruja dengan tajuk tu kan..??Jangan tepengaruh dengan hanya baca tajuk,baca sampai habis dulu okeh..!!ehekss..:-)

Firstly:
DOnt know why recently nie saya rasa kadang2 bahagia,kadang2 tak,saya tipu diri sendirikah..???Nak kata x bahagia dengan Mr Hubby,saya sgt bahagia,nak kata x bahagia dengan org sekeliling,saya rasa ok jerk..apa yang buat saya ada rasa camni eyh..??tolong jawabkan bley..??Or saya just mengada2,telebih manja or telebih mahukan perhatian,intention bak kata Mr Hubby ( dalam loghat spanish dia ;-)..!!!)
Mungkin kot,sebabnya,saya terlalu banyak masa terluang sejak akhir2 nie,and Mr hubby plak ultra busy..Haisshh,apa la punya rasa..!!x adventure lansung!!cer bawak2 besabar sket..!!( pujuk hati sendiri)

Secondly:
Baru2 ni saya contact blk si Dia,ntah kenapa saya x bley dari meng stalk muka buku dia setiap hari..!!(Apa kena saya nih!!)finally si Dia dah pun approve saya di laman muka buku.Mula2 we ber tweet,and skype,lepastu muka buku plak..Saya xnak ilang si Dia lagi,Kesal x sudah sebab saya tgglkan dia dulu kerana org lain.!!Cuma saya rasa terkilan setelah sekian lama bila dah ber contact2 blk nih,saya .................................................................................. ter behenti Mr Hubby ajak beborak plak..esok sambung blk okeh..!!ada lg crita yg x abis nih..!!

To be continue tomorrow..

Hello..( sambung blk crita smlm.)
Cuma saya rasa terkilan setelah sekian lama bila dah ber contact2 blk nih,saya dapat tau dia telah pun break off with someone,kecian plak saya dgn dia,tp ati saya tetap sama,kasihkan dia smp bila2..ok done bab Si Dia nih..Ni nak crita sal rasa saya plak..tah la dah 2,3 ari nie saya rasa semacam,lonely kekadang..nape eyh??and then bila tdo asik meracau2 smp Mr Hubby kejutkan saya dari tdo,naik malu plak saya kan..ehekss..!!!

Thirdly:
Saya agak gusar tentang perihal kesihatan mental saya sejak akhir2 nie,to much depression..Last time masa saya kehospital tuk treatment kesekian kalinya,saya ada bgtau depression yg saya alami sejak kebelakangan,tp doc cakap thats normal for who get the cancer and have go through all these kind of feeling..WTF??senang jer dia cakap,dia bg saya ubat tuk ilangkan depression,tp bila saya telan kedegak ubat2 tu,comfirm lepas makan saya tekulai tidor..mmg dah xde depression la kan klu dah tdo..apa punya doc da..tu suma nak menambahkan penyakit yg mmg dah betambah teruk..apadaaa nasib..!!!:-(





Monday 9 January 2012

Belated Xmas Eve & New Year Wishes..


A Belated Merry Christmas & New Year to all 

How could I have missed such an important post
Well......
Came back in here since from ages not posting anything since a marvelous week away in the My Mother In law and Laura my sister in law house.
Realised with more than 3 week i'm just a silence from appear in here,,what a shame..
Rushed around buying presents  for them,thats a proper excuse for me though LOL. cleaning the house etc etc.
All while trying to keep Christmas week  entertaining & stress free for my LOVE one Mr Hubby.
But I did squeeze in Christmas drinks and gathering with family in law..whats a great moment.
Thats when I took this picture for xmas eve..


My little Kacia,Yes she's absolutely adorable little girl..




Of coz from left Me,Kacia and Mum..


Here Mr Santa,Love Hubbyku..;))




Kacia and Laura


such a good post and pretend like i'm her mummy..ehekss..

Laura my sister in law.me.kacia and mum mother in law..

Enough about me
Thankyou to all my beautiful followers who still read my rather spasmodic posts this year.
I trust you had wonderful times at Christmas whether they were quiet or hectic & look forward to hearing from you all in the new year.
I will be busy in the new year working on new projects , there are some changes in the air 

Jesse Tutty x


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