Menangis..???

kenapa saya tibe-tibe rasa sedih nie ..

air mata saya jatuh la ..

o.m.g ! ..

kenapa nie ..

hati ..

kenapa nie ..

kenapa ..

hati ..

tolong jangan wat saya menagis ..

tolong ..

hati ..

sabar la ..

sabar untuk ape ae ..

sudah la ..

jangan nak wat saya menangis ..
Huh..!!!

waktu, saya, mereka

waktu, saya, mereka

beberapa bulan terakhir saya merasa bahwa roda waktu dihidup saya berjalan sangat cepat dan entah kenapa rasanya sekarang 24 jam ini tidak cukup untuk saya melakukan yang saya butuhkan dan yang saya inginkan,selalu saja saya merasa bahwa saya butuh waktu lebih dalam 1 hari. apakah memang saya yang tertinggal oleh waktu yang terus berjalan ke depan itu?

senang sekali rasanya seandainya saya bisaMENGENDALIKAN WAKTU sedikit saja, cukup untuk membuat saya merasa puas akan satu hal kecil saja.

TIDAK. saya tidak akan pernah bisa mengendalikan waktu.

tapi saya harus BERSAING denganya.

dan BERSAING dengan mereka !

LIKES AND LIVES

well, this is about everything i like and the lesson that i get in every situation

It is more than “bismillahirrahmannirrahiim” and “Bismikallahhumma ahyaa wa bismika amuut” and “amin” . It is more precious than every gifts that I’ve ever got in my Life..!! It is more precious than all my favorite things.

But you missed it quickly. And you don’t understand about this, do you?

Maybe it is too precious,

Maybe I don’t deserve it

Maybe you can’t give me a chance to get it before I close my eyes in every single night.

And if it’s true,

I understand :)

Gggrrr..apada kau merepek nie syaiiitoooon..!!saya rasa ada macam tk kena la,tapi taktau pasal apa..

Best Friend Forever

For Those friend that i love..Sharimah / Iena /Norzaalizah / Noriya & Adda , I'm gonna tell u sumthin' from the bottom of my deeply heart,i really miss u guys..!!

My Love Best Friend Ever Sharimah / Iena /Norzaalizah / Noriya & Adda, personifies the word FRIEND. Thier is a ton of fun, supportive, positive, enthusiastic, and just a wonderful person. 

I'd like to say THANK YOU to them for always being there for me. Whether we live a short car ride or a long plane ride apart, I know I am lucky to have them just a phonecall away. I don't know what I'd do without all of u.. Your hilarious stories, your infectious laugh, and your smile I can see right through the phone-- thank you for being truly all of u..!!

 When you are lonely, you can have a friend there for you. A friend who is willing to listen to you, a friend who treats you kindly, a friend who doesn't ill-treats you, and never makes you angry most of the times. We call that a true friend. Here are some signals of friends shown in the pictures above. Enjoy!

I feel your whisper across the sea 

I keep you with me in my heart 

You make it easier when life gets hard

Friends are friends forever together ’till the end.

You promised me that you would always be my friend.

One day something changed I’m not sure what it was.

I lost you on that day and the reason was because

It was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.

And for some reason, I don’t know why, we couldn’t make it right.

We went our separate ways.

This went on for days and days.

I made new friends and you made yours,

but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.

Times got really tough,

my road of life was, oh, so rough.

I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,

but the kind that will always and forever stay.

Memories were all I had

and just the thought of them made me sad.

I cried every night wondering how to make it right.

I wish you could erase that day and that fight.

Would you please forgive me? I don’t know where to start.

It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart!

I don’t want our friendship to totally end.

I need you! You are my best friend!

So can we make a promise to stay together ’till the end?

Don't make simple things complicated.

"Someone asked me, 'Why do you always insist on taking the hard road?' I replied, 'Why do you assume I see two roads?'"

Everyone is fighting their own battle. To be free from their past. To live in their present. And to create their future. So have heart."

"If you like me, TELL ME.
If you miss me, SHOW IT.
If you love me, PROVE IT."

"God created your life. And you're in charge to color it, make it beautiful."

"It's not what I feel for you. It's what I don't feel for anyone but you."

"Go for someone who is not only proud and glad to have you, but will also take every risk and effort just to be with you."




"The most important thing in life is to stop saying 'I wish' and start saying 'I will'. Consider nothing impossible, then treat possibilities as probabilities."

"I must admit; you were not a part of my book. But if you open it up and take a look, you're the beginning and end of every chapter."

"The reason so many people find it so hard to be happyisthat they will always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be."

"You don't become happy by pursuing happiness. You become happy by living a life that means something."



"If you're too busy to call me, i'll understand.
If you don't have time to check on me, i'll understand.
If you're late on our date, i'll understand.
But if I stop loving you, it's your turn to understand."



"You must understand that even though a person loves you, you must consider the fact that you're not the only one that makes them happy."

Even if I had a million reasons to leave you, I would still look for one to stay."

 I realized... girl's tears only seem to fall when they don't know what they're gonna do anymore to try to be happy. They cry cause they're fighting against those feelings thatare telling them to let go... but knowing that if they let go, they might regret it. And they're just trying to figure out what's going to happen if they keep holding on, and if they're willing to go through with all the pain that's needed just tokeep fighting."


"Sometimes we play with love. But when the time comes and you finally realize that you want to get serious, love plays with you."


I sometimes pretend to be happy, talking a lot and laughing out loud so that nobody would know what's really inside. But at the end of the day, I always find myself all alone, encountering the crucial truth that I'm too broken inside that not even a million laughter can take it away."

Diam bukan bererti mati

Agak lama saya membiarkan fasa blog saya terhampar sunyi tanpa bicara atau kata nista tuk korang ketawakan, atau menjijikkan segala luahan rasa. Tanpa niat membiarkan statik emosi yang berceramuk, mempengaruhi terbengkalainya ceritera jiwa didalam blog saya ni. (cewahhh bahasa tak agak2..)

ya! saya akui yang...

saya mati bicara..

saya mati kata...

saya hilang ceritera...

saya tiada idea...

saya alpa peristiwa...

saya dungu seketika...

saya tumpul jiwa...

saya gundah rasa...

itu semua saya yang menjadikan otak kusut sunyi tanpa secalit huraian. maaf andai saya membuat siapapun terasa! tidak bermaksud sekali...tidak!!

hanya  mampu saya kata...saya perlukan ruang tuk diri ini mengenali jiwa sendiri.

senyum saya bukan beerti suka...

tawa saya bukan bermaksud gembira...

riang saya bukan berlagu ceria...

nyanyian saya bukan berdendang seloka...

atau

murung saya bukan beerti duka...

tangis saya bukan bermaksud lara...

hiba saya bukan berlagu derita...

sayu saya bukan berdendang mestapa...

saya pon tak pasti apa yang saya rasa! pelik bukan bila mana penelitian rasa berceramuk antara mereka...konflik jiwa yang sukar di mengertikan. otakkusut semakin serabut bila mana, sistem pemikiran berkonfrantasi dengan jiwa kacau yang amat bilau.

jadilah saya si cinta yang masuk air! aduh!

hanya ini yang mampu saya persembahkan dalam gejolak cas-cas porak poranda dalam jiwa dilaka saya menyepi...hanya luah rasa diri yang terasa berseorangan dan bersendirian.

yesterday i believed in something...

i believed that come what may, we would still make it till the end...

i believed if we search hard enough, we would find that silver lining behind every cloud...

i believed that it takes both rain and sunshine to make a rainbow...

i belived that in the end, it comes down to you and i...

but i also learnt yesterday how easily heart can change...

today, it made me wonder - maybe i never really had it at all...

fikiran serabut macam sabut

Saya terasa saya perlukan bahan pelincir. otak saya terlalu banyak geseran hingga buat fungsi utamanya kadang-kadang terpesong. buat saya sesat. buat saya keliru matlamat saya di sini.


sekarang, tiap kali saya sendiri tanpa ada yang lain, saya banyak berfikir. fikir hingga melayang entah ke mana. mabuk dalam kekeliruan sendiri. sebab itu saya sukakan kesepian.

P/S: jgn kacau saya buat masa skrg..!!