My baby died inside me at 12 days. I didn't know til I went for my scan, the day before the date that i suppose to go for my treatment.I just felt empty,lost,useless,weak and etc when i knew that i lost again..!!
Yesterday i was crying a lot,i don't know why..i guess it was because of the pain hidden in my heart by losing my baby..But when i look around,i feel there are some people who have pain greater than me but they still manage to laugh,to smile,to enjoy their life..Their know the way to hide the tears behind their beautiful smile..And yeah i am trying the same thing..Hiding the pain for people who love me..
Big thanks to Mr Hubby,he always giving me support to make me strong to go through all this pain, by the love and care! For my family, being supportive and continue to love me for who and what I am. My friends, who are always there to cheer me up when I am down. And most of all.... I thank the Lord above for giving me the strength to overcome all my problems and for helping me understand that everything happens for a reason. Thanks again to my husband also my best friend forever for keeping me safe at all time and always make me smile..
