Miss Him Lots.!!!

I have always asked my self the same question ....
is love addiction?..or the power of ur love make u act like addict
..like u can't get enough of ur beloved???

when u love someone..u feel alive...u enjoy every moment with him.. u smile..u r quite with this peaceful moments...u laugh ..u go nuts
u just get use to that happiness..which ur beloved brings to ur life
and that joy...run thro ur blood..like drug..which sedate every pain..and erase
all bad memories..and suddenly..u start to love ur life
and u see the world with different vision..like its first time u r
really living in this world
u get use to their presence..he laugh.... his voice..
u got caught up with all that magic that love brings

And one day...
U got to accept that he won't be able to meet u for a few days probably ..but u try to fake smile..and try to say its ok i understand..but ur heart hurt cos u know u can't stand all this time without him...u just can't!!
u feel like an addict..in the worst phase of the withdrawal symptoms
it hurt too much to miss him..it hurt too much that u can't do anything abt it!!
u have to wait...just wait..but u can't!!!!
days r passing by so slowly..and u feel like u already miss him right now...so what abt one day or two?!!
not to mention ten days!!!!!it's killing me..i swear..!!
is that addiction?...can love become an addiction?
after thinking..abt it..i guess yea..i love him so much and i am addict to his love
i am trying to not be clingy..or sound needy...so i faked smile..saying yea i understand baby..i ll miss u thou
but he don't know abt those..nights when i am looking to his pic..holding it...and kiss it
i know maybe someone ll say..hey its just 30 minute from your house..well..yea..maybe its few minute..in the ordinary life..but when u love someone..like really love him.. but i am happy now..cos its just a few minute..and all this ll change....yaayyyyyyyyy
i miss his laugh so much..i miss all the times when we r together..i miss him so much......

Lots of Love