Heart Crack Last Week

Just wanna write about things that happened recently.last week turned to be the worst week ever.there were loads of things that made me feel so not okay, so disturbing, so upsetting, so pissed off with myself, so sad and bla bla bla.maybe its due to the assignments, english project, lab reports, lab itself, and so on.and i miss home, so much i cried.and i dont have any plan for the mid sem break, i'm not sure where to go.and i miss my bitches.and also there were feelings. they always have been there.how should i say this.ergh i don't know.but they are very bad.they always make me feel sad and pathetic, and they lowered my self-esteem.but i'm trying.trying to make me feel good of myself no matter what.i should be happy.i deserved to be happy.it is my choice.i have options.but i really need someone to have my back.seriously, no matter how old i am going to be, i will always be the dependent firus.very bad.hmm,no conclusion can be made...have to go.2 quizzes tomorrow.hoping and wishing that this week won't going to be any worse.

Amiiin...