Consideration

I let you go

I didn't dare to look away though

I was there all along watching your back

without you realising there was a crack

your dream finally do come true

or was it something that you've ever wish for

since the day met?

now that you know there is a BIG HUMONGOUS GAP 

or shall I call it distance to be exact

I bet you're happy and satisfied with what have u done to me 

I am too, don't get me wrong because i know u have a right to do that

Maybe we not be together

I wish you well

well I hope you are

whatever it is you know I'll be here

cause I am a person of words

of whom try her very best not to break promises

unlike you or wait maybe there wasn't any

all of which was only a white lie 

to put me in this misery 

let time heal me

hope u happy 'Rob'

As i said let time heal me..

and u can had a happy life with her..

Jar Of The Heart

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Happy Mother's Day Mak..!!!

Mothers are the sweetest gift from Gods to us. There is no way we can ever really thank our mother for all she does for us nevertheless we must make it a habit to keep reminding ourselves of the various sacrifices she made while raising us. Mothers' Day is the best time to say in words how much we love and care for our mum. 

How did you find the energy, Mom

To do all the things you did,

To be teacher, nurse and counselor

To me, when I was a kid.

How did you do it all, Mom,

Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,

Yet find time to be a playmate,

I just can't comprehend.

I see now it was love, Mom

That made you come whenever I'd call,

Your inexhaustible love, Mom

And I thank you for it all. 

Mak..You are my 'supermom' in the whole world..

And I'm your 'tinyhero' who always break the rules

but never across the 'wild' borders..

You always protect me with your 'magic touch' & 'mighty hands'.. 

You never let me down even if I'm so close to be 'terminated' from the universe.. my dearest Mak, 

I love u today, tomorrow n till the end..

Thank you for all the things you have done for me. I may not understand you on some things but I know that you're only doing what you know is right for me. I thank God for giving you as my mom because there's no other mother who could replace you to me...

"Thank you" may not be enough so receive my hug! hmm.. 

Happy Mother's Day MAK..!!!!

Dear Heart

Dear Heart...

Sometimes you don't always get what you want...

Because you want it from someone that doesn't want to give you what you want...

You need someone and then he did not want you...

Its ok to just runaway?

Its ok just to leave it everything behind?

Mak pesan...Jangan lepaskan dia...Dia dah banyak jaga adik.....

Truly from my heart...I'm always hope that I am his part of his life...

But I don't think I manage to get that spot...

You know...

When you felt that you had already given your best...

And there are no other support or help from the other party...

You will felt empty...

Am i right??

Not quick update,it's a long update from me..ENJOYYY..

Hey blogger's..

Its a been ages again i'm not in here,dah naik besawang lagi dah my dear diaries..hectic with lots of thing,need to sorted out a couple of thing before i going back home..sgt2 busy,busy keje,busy holiday,busy ngan byk benda la..hehhehe..anyway how are u my love follower and blogger's..???missing me..??yes i missing u too...;-)

Well story about what i'm doing before,i'm away to london again for attend a few meeting plus bring my Girl friend to Bicester Village and town of London as she have to buy something for her family..quite fun but tired..we going by car,quite easy because we don't need to rushing to plan our trip that day..

i'm a bit busy today as i need to work even though today is Easter Day and i was suppose to off from work today but i choose to work as i need to saving my money to buy flight ticket to going back home soon..well i really miss my family and friend in there..i really need cuddle from mum & dad..sometimes its just make me sick when i think about it,i'm had a thousand miles from them..i miss mum food,dad food and everything about them..

Orait back to the story when i'm in London,yes we all having fun in there,plus one of my little dude very happy about it when he have to eat with us all the time when we was there..hahhahaha..i will upload a few piccies later..now have to go work,will be back shortly..Gggrrr...

Continue...xxx

Hey..( bley plak sambung2 camnie..ehekkkksss..)

just finish working,well as i told u im a bit hectic now days..lots of thing need to sorted out..work and everything..ok2,i will shut my mouth now and i will upload a few piccies when i was away to London,Bedford,Bicester Village, Peak District and finally home sweet home..Salfords Quays.

Let's Enjoy all the piccies..

At Bicester Village

People Farm,i dont have any idea who's belong this sticky farm,i cant even smell that,yarkkk...

City Of London

Bicester Village

See the girl that only show her back to u???that Hanie,in the middle of couse me and my little dude Olanz..

I love this crazy people...

Prada Ohh Prada...

 The duchess as Alan said..!!!

I love spring & summer,we had lots of fun to enjoy the weather and picnic..!!!

As usual,me and my little baby booo..i love this girl..xx

Wooopps..!!thats again the duchess..!!;-)

I love this picture..

And this picture tooo..we had a really2 good time enjoy the weather..i love it..!!!xxx

Well guy's.hope see u tomorrow for new updating and another part story of me and people around ..hope u guy's enjoy look all the piccies that i upload in here..missing u guys badly..love u..mwwaaah2..!!

poison..!!!

I have so much to talk about! Stay tune. (: now, just something small to share..

Well, here we are again;

I guess it must be fate.

We've tried it on our own,

But deep inside we've known

We'd be back to set things straight.

I still remember when

Your kiss was so brand new.

Every memory repeats,

Every step I take retreats,

Every journey always brings me back to you.

After All the stops and starts,

We keep coming back to these two hearts,

Two angels who've been rescued from the fall.

After All that we've been through,

It all comes down to me and you.

I guess it's meant to be,

Forever you and me, After All.

When love is truly right

This time it's truly right.

It lives from year to year.

It changes as it goes,

Oh, and on the way it grows,

But it never disappears,

Always just beyond my touch,

You know I needed you so much.

After All, what else is livin' for?

My New Gadget..!!!

The Apple iPad is not a computer replacement, but a great companion

Yayy..!!!finally i got ipad,i love all my gadget,seems like i'm a gadget girl..yihahhh..!!!thanks to Robert to give me such a great present,i really appreciate that..

My bf of mine ( woupssyyy,just a friend) surprised me by getting me a new iPad. Well, he sort of surprised me. It was meant to be a early birthday gift.. I walked in the house and relaxed on the couch for about 15 minutes, when I noticed this white bag. It freaked me out a bit because I didn’t know where it came from. After closer inspection, I realized what it was and who is was from.

I have had a ton of time to play around with it, but from the limited time I’ve used it I do enjoy it. Now I have no excuse for reading my books because i have my own ibook..thats owesome..